We can pretty much write off this autumn, see what happens when I'm unable to scrape enough together for a holiday in the sun. It's a luxury bordering on the necessity for life quality and obviously a good healthy dose of Vitamin D is missing this year.
I've decided to take a big gulp of confidence juice and try to go properly self-employed. To an introvert this is the equivalent of that going-to-work-and-realising-your-naked dream and I don't think I have the talent but I have to attempt something to make more money. All I really want to do is hide in a box but that is not an option.
I need to steal myself, head up, shoulders back and don't let them see you quiver. Strangely I was prepared for this earlier but for a knock-back from a really rude person that had me slide into a pathetic lack of faith in myself. Not only that but I was doing him a favour. Twat.
|Need to channel my inner warrior; it would help if I looked like this, |
but I don't, I'm more teddy bear shaped than sleek, fierce goddess.